i talk, a lot. i make people smile- i make them cry. but i know that i have funny thoughts.
go on, follow my twitter; if you dare.
twitter updates :D

make it stop.

that feeling that i have whenever i don't like it.
i just don't know anymore ... should be happy today, instead ...
it's not that i'm not. just that i can't be fucked anymore.

unfuckable. and not even in that innuendo way.

might throw myself a party, if i can ...
just, like, drink up by myself because i know that's what will eventually end up happening.

my best friend said 'cheer up, emo kid.'
and i kind of did. and didn't.
these one liners aren't going to get me anywhere.

i feel like writing- or doing something ... anything.
get me out of this house and out of this ... lonesome place.
not that i'm going to cry ... or anything.

this is why i feel like i set myself up just to watch me fall.
-sigh-