Today was okay.
Feels good to finally be able to say that after numerous months of ranting and complaining about stupid issues that have plagued me and my ever failing life. Yes, sometimes I'm a little bit over the top and oblivious of things all around me, but other times I step back and think, 'Damn. I have a good life.'
Today was one of those days. In three days I will be gone for five weeks. No mother, no father only relatives in another country. (Just begininning to realise how 'Survivor-ish' this is sounding.) But I'm scared. I want to see family- but not leave mine behind.
I feel as if i'll learn a lot about myself when I go on this trip- like, understand myself better. Who knows what may happen.
I love that right now my only dilemma is what I have to do to pre-occupy myself for 7 hours.
(8) just know i need you here,
i need you with me now.
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