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I'm just sensitive.

Maybe, no, probably...yes.

I don't know- but I guess it gets me sometimes. I know in the back of my mind that some things aren't a big thing- alright, I get it...but why do I get so torn up over it? I always tend to smile and pretend I'm okay- when I know that I'm not. I can't put it into words- but I'm turning something small into something big. Worst bit? I fucking know I'm doing it.

But then again maybe I have a right to be annoyed. When one person doesn't like you- or acts like it anyways- does it give a whole group of people the right to do that too? I know that I used to be mean- but I am not a fucking sheep anymore. I don't follow people- especially when the other person hasn't even had the chance to explain herself.

The thing about Gemini's? They have heaps of friends, they get bored easily and they tend to travel. Boo fucking hoo if I don't sit with you! I know- it's something small and I feel lame. But I'm just. So. PISSED !

It's driving my mental tunnel right down to the mental sewers. As in- I've been trying to make it seem okay for so long that I suddenly realise that it most definitely isn't okay- that I'm not happy at all.

Gosh ... =='