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*/ YOU CAN CHOKE ON YOUR MISERY.
Sunday, September 13, 2009 11:12 PM

hey, sorry for not writing for so long guys, i guess i just haven't been in the mood.

okay, so here's the thing, i'm not sure whether i'm just being pms'y or something

but i absolutely can't stand it when people ignore you for no reason. sometimes

there are moments in which i understand why, but sometimes people don't tell.

it's like trying to figure out something in a foreign language; almost impossible.

i guess the subject would be very cryptic. or maybe it's just me being one of those

really clueless people that don't really think things through. i have a friend, right?

and i guess we are or .. were really close. a lot of things have happened between us

and we've gotten over it. enter randomer. see, randomer seemed like an okay dude.

like you know what i mean? and i guess stupid me, being me, just let it like, judge.

how was i supposed to know that all this time i was being used? and how was i supposed

to know that after all this time, so called 'friend' still missed randomer. i mean, yeah.

i guess i sort of understand, but surely you'd understand that i'd be pissed off about

this thing too, right? it's not like i could prevent said person from seeing the dude. but

maybe sometimes i wish i could. it's like kind of twisted, or maybe it's just me thinking

things out oddly. would you understand if i didn't like randomer and yourself being

friends?

i'm not one for getting ignored. i'd rather people tell me what's wrong.

but sometimes things just don't go my way, and i don't want to talk about it.

(8) but i'm smiling at everything, therapy, you were never a friend to me,

so you can choke on your misery. <3>

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