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Dear blog,

Am I odd? Because I always think to myself that having a boyfriend at thirteen [or almost] is just plain stupid. I don't know if I'm being too sensitive, or if I share the same mindset as my parents, I'm just sure that I don't like it. I'm not here to ramble or complain, but being in such an age really isn't a time to be...connected like so. People often say at this age that theyuy're in love now, I guess that's fine...if you were actually being serious. I mean, sure, there'd have to be some attraction involved, but why be in-love in such an early age? This could surpress you to the worst of your dreams, the nightmares that seem to exist.

At the time having a boyfriend seems meaningless, I know sometimes I think of how I would be if I was in a relationship. It's like I have a list of things that the relationship needs to involve. Most of these things only seem ideal to older people...as opposed to thirteen and twelve year-olds. What I really don't get is the relationships being obtained at such young ages. When you're in Year Six, does having a boyfriend matter? Is it supposed to matter, or are you just deluding yourself to think that way?

Firstly, there's trust, at a young age trust means little, right? It's not like you could trust your boyfriend to do stupid things like 'not talk to other girls' or 'spend more time with you'. It's stupid and you know that can't maintain that.

Jealousy is a matter too. I mean, if children get jealous over their friends having better cell-phones then how would they react to their boyfriend talking to other girls? Despite who that person would be the tinge of jealousy could really whiplash.

I don't know, and I have nothnig against these types of things, but would you do this? At such a young age? Are you sure of a feeling that merely seems to exist? I don't know...but I would wait. I think that what I want and need are two very different things. Why burden me with a relationship?

Labels: boyfriends, jealousy.