Dear Blog,
I've been a
hypocrite. Frankly, everything about how love is so unnecessary has come back to me. Karma is such a
bitch. It wasn't so harsh before, but sometimes it can just be plain
annoying. I feel sometimes, like the mistakes of my
past always seem to catch up to me, it's like a
punishment. You've always had a best-friend, right? And you've always seen those shows when that one person you thought was
only a friend comes back and well, makes you swoon. I think my stories like that, except simpler, and more awkward.
It was just like any normal friendship...you trusted each other, spoke about everything. It was
great, up until the moment that you realise it was something more, and by then that it was all over. How would you know that it hurts
so much to lose somebody. You wouldn't even expect it, you wouldn't expect how much it hurts you. It's really
painful always there, and somewhat pestering you in the back of your mind.
I don't know...but I have to go.
part two will be up.
learn to love before you fall.